A CHANGE?

Hullo guys,
It's been a long time, but I'm here again. Today I'm gonna talk about something more... serious I guess? Lately I've been thinking... And the more I thought, the more I felt like crying. I decided to share this little thought here with you because honestly, I don't know who else should I talk with.

 CAUTION! BORING PART! CAUTION! BORING PART! CAUTION! BORING PART! CAUTION! BORING PART!  

Yeah, so where should I begin? Everything's changing so fast. By this time last year I never imagined my life would be like this. Or maybe I did, I don't know. In fact it all started by this time last year.
I feel like if I met myself in the street, I'd hate me. I'm gone, empty. I can't control it. And I don't even try anymore.
But what I wanted to talk about today is this decision I have to make. In short I have to choose if I wanna leave my school and go to this private English high school, or if I wanna stay here with my few friends (and uncountable number of non-friends, including my ex-boyfriend).
To be serious, it's really not very pleasant to see him every day, being so obviously happy and better off without me. It's not like I still love him. But this is so weird. Especially when my "friends" talk to him.
And I hate everyone in our school so much and I hate my class. On the other hand, I'd probably hate everyone in every other school, because they're all the same. And I hate people in general. But then there are my friends, my real friends. I really don't wanna lose them, they're kinda everything I have.
Leaving my current school is idisputably an appealing idea. But leaving my friend Tess to the mercy of those idiots is selfish and ungrateful.
And it also crossed my mind... how would this ex (hate this word, it|s so improper) react to it? How would he react to my disappearance? Is it strange to think about it? I wonder if he'd be happy...
Because if I were in his place, I would.

DISNEY!

Hullo guys,
So I got inspired by one video on YouTube and I thought this might be interesting for everyone. C:
Today I'm gonna talk about disney movies because I'm sure most of you love them like I do. I think everyone has their favourites and that's why I decided to talk about few mine. Then you can let me know which film do you love most in the comments.

• Spirit Full name is Spirit: Stallion of the Cimarron. This is definitely my absolute favourite because it's just perfect for me you know - I really love horses (I guess you've figured this one is about horses). And not just because of this fact. It's really touching, exciting, the story is quite well thought out... I've seen it like five times. And well, I cri evrityme.
• My rating: 10❀/10❀

• Tangled
  Yeah, I think you know this one already. BUT I couldn't help myself. I love this one, It's soooo gorgeous - the songs in it are catchy and the characters are funny and charming. If you haven't seen this so far you have to. No, you need to.
• My rating: 10❀/10❀

• Tarzan
  Don't know if you know this one but I really adored it as a child. It's about this kid who accidentally ends up alone in the jungle when he's still a baby (a tiger killed his parents) and grows up among gorillas. When he's an adult he meets this girl Jane and, as in every fairy tale, he falls in love with her. And the story goes on, it becomes increasingly more interesting as it ultimately results in something really unexpected.
• My rating: 8❀/10❀

• Aladdin
  Yeah, my brother played the Aladdin: Nasira's Revenge game and I always sat there staring at the screen so I guess I've made some kind of relation (is this the right word?:D) to it. Well, it's also a great movie so I definitely recommend to watch it. I bet you're gonna love Aladdin!
• My rating: 7❀/10❀

SCHOOL PROJECT

Hullo guys,
We have this guy in our class and he's like... bit of freak. He makes (? is this the right word? idk) strange noices - whining, squealing, howling... I guess he's doing it for fun, but still. He's got a nickname (like all the freaks) but I don't really know how to convert it to English. So let's just call him Buck.
So Buck presented his civics project Me (like... about him) today. He started with: "When I was in my mom's belly my parents were still looking forward to me. So far."
We burst out laughing. He seemed like he had no idea why are we laughing so hard so he just paused. After a while he continued.
"When I was finally born everyone was unhappy." - We burst out again - "I was sleepy all the time. When my dad came to see me&mom to the hospital I was always asleep."
Yeah. Then he began talking about his toddler period.
"When I was a toddler I still only wanted to sleep. I used to wake up crying at night but I slept all day long. My favourite sleeping spot was this laundry basket." *he showed us a pic of the red laundry basket* We began laughing really loud.
He continued with the next slide. Favourite activity (in the toddler period): licking and nibbing my crib railing. Followed by the photo of little Buck lying on his bed sticked to the railing. That was it. We almost fell off our chairs. It took me a while to realize it's him on the pic. We could see only his chin and neck. Well, and mouth.

click "read more" for Buck's 'new garden' experiences

THE HUNGER GAMES

Hullo guys,

we had spring break in my country few days ago. For me it was more like 8 days of reading, drinking like milion cups of tea a day and exploring nature near our cottage.
I wanted to read Lolita (by Vladimir Nabokov) but i got The Hunger Games from my friend and, well, I've been dying to read this book for a long time. So yeah, after few days I gave up on hope I can overcome this desire.
And my feels? This book touched me so much sometimes I read it for 7 or 8 hours straight (like really, I went to bed really late because I just couldn't stop). I've never spent that much time reading a book, even though I really love it.
I have to say The Hunger Games books are definitely one of the best (maybe the very best) books I've ever read in my entire life. And believe me, I've read a lot of brilliant books.
The thing is these books make you think. When you finally manage to stop reading, one way or another you end up thinking about what you've just read for another couple of hours. It's incredible. Once you read all of them, you'll yearn for more.

DIY: ♥VALENTINE'S DAY♥

Hullo guys,
It's Valentine's day in few days so i though i might write this article. We don't really celebrate this holiday in our country. However, i know you guys probably do so this short DIY could help or inspire you a little C:
The most wonderful thing about Valentine are Valentine letters (of course apart from that "treat-your-girlfriend-like-a-princess stuff" (though i think it should be like this every day)).
I've been searching for interesting pics and im gonna show you two cute ideas i liked most. C:

very easy but still gorgeous! love it♥ 

this one is a bit more complicated. but still not difficult c:
you can decorate it as you like. i just really like this its so cute!

The second thing are definitely cute little presents. Yes, you can buy box of chocolates or a bouquet of roses - but if you wanna be original you can try to make something yourself C: I bet your Valentine is gonna like it even more. C: Really even if you're not exactly an artist - even a little thing can make your Valentine happy if it's made with love.
I know what im talking about! C:
Here is one tip for cute home-made present! You can also try to bake something!

tip: you can do something like this as a book too C:

All photos are from WeHeartIt.

GETTING READY TO SUMMER

Hullo guys,
I know it's still winter but I think it's never too soon to start doing something with yourself. C: Like every year I got a little fatter during Christmas time (especially in the thighs area) so I decided to start exercising. For real this time!
I went through probably all the pages and pics on this topic and I found this.

you can do this!

I work out like this for a couple of weeks and I can say it's quite effective! C: And if you turn on some good music during your workout it'll be more like fun than exercising. So don't give up! And remember that if it doesn't challenge you it doesn't change you! C:

SCHOOL TRIP

Hullo guys,
We were talking about our school trip today. (we always go on a trip for a few days at the end of the year) We suggested to go camping or rafting. it would be awesome, wouldn't it? But im afraid our class is full of ignorant lazy kids. They weren't certainly excited about our ideas. However, they didnt say anything either - any other suggestion, nothing. They didnt even argue. But you should've seen their looks!
So i guess all they wanna do during the free days is to play their stupid cards or computer games. I dont know.
But! I've been wondering if you could help me. If you have similar trips in your school, where do you usually go? What are you doing during these last days of school? Do you have any idea where to go or something?
Thank you C: