Wednesday 30 April 2014

A CHANGE?

Hullo guys,
It's been a long time, but I'm here again. Today I'm gonna talk about something more... serious I guess? Lately I've been thinking... And the more I thought, the more I felt like crying. I decided to share this little thought here with you because honestly, I don't know who else should I talk with.

 CAUTION! BORING PART! CAUTION! BORING PART! CAUTION! BORING PART! CAUTION! BORING PART!  

Yeah, so where should I begin? Everything's changing so fast. By this time last year I never imagined my life would be like this. Or maybe I did, I don't know. In fact it all started by this time last year.
I feel like if I met myself in the street, I'd hate me. I'm gone, empty. I can't control it. And I don't even try anymore.
But what I wanted to talk about today is this decision I have to make. In short I have to choose if I wanna leave my school and go to this private English high school, or if I wanna stay here with my few friends (and uncountable number of non-friends, including my ex-boyfriend).
To be serious, it's really not very pleasant to see him every day, being so obviously happy and better off without me. It's not like I still love him. But this is so weird. Especially when my "friends" talk to him.
And I hate everyone in our school so much and I hate my class. On the other hand, I'd probably hate everyone in every other school, because they're all the same. And I hate people in general. But then there are my friends, my real friends. I really don't wanna lose them, they're kinda everything I have.
Leaving my current school is idisputably an appealing idea. But leaving my friend Tess to the mercy of those idiots is selfish and ungrateful.
And it also crossed my mind... how would this ex (hate this word, it|s so improper) react to it? How would he react to my disappearance? Is it strange to think about it? I wonder if he'd be happy...
Because if I were in his place, I would.





Monday 14 April 2014

DISNEY!

Hullo guys,
So I got inspired by one video on YouTube and I thought this might be interesting for everyone. C:
Today I'm gonna talk about disney movies because I'm sure most of you love them like I do. I think everyone has their favourites and that's why I decided to talk about few mine. Then you can let me know which film do you love most in the comments.


  • Spirit Full name is Spirit: Stallion of the Cimarron. This is definitely my absolute favourite because it's just perfect for me you know - I really love horses (I guess you've figured this one is about horses). And not just because of this fact. It's really touching, exciting, the story is quite well thought out... I've seen it like five times. And well, I cri evrityme.
    • My rating: 10❀/10
  • Tangled
    Yeah, I think you know this one already. BUT I couldn't help myself. I love this one, It's soooo gorgeous - the songs in it are catchy and the characters are funny and charming. If you haven't seen this so far you have to. No, you need to.
    • My rating: 10❀/10
  • Tarzan
    Don't know if you know this one but I really adored it as a child. It's about this kid who accidentally ends up alone in the jungle when he's still a baby (a tiger killed his parents) and grows up among gorillas. When he's an adult he meets this girl Jane and, as in every fairy tale, he falls in love with her. And the story goes on, it becomes increasingly more interesting as it ultimately results in something really unexpected.
    • My rating: 8❀/10❀
  • Aladdin
    Yeah, my brother played the Aladdin: Nasira's Revenge game and I always sat there staring at the screen so I guess I've made some kind of relation (is this the right word?:D) to it. Well, it's also a great movie so I definitely recommend to watch it. I bet you're gonna love Aladdin!
    • My rating: 7❀/10